For Erika Kirk, life has become a delicate balance between unimaginable grief and unwavering resilience.

Since the tragic assassination of her husband, Charlie Kirk, she has been thrust into a whirlwind of mourning, public scrutiny, and the daunting task of raising their two young children without their father.

In her first media interview since the tragedy, Erika sat down with Jesse Watters to share her story—a story of heartbreak, faith, and the enduring strength of a mother determined to carry on her husband’s legacy while helping her children navigate the profound loss of their father.

The interview, which will air on Wednesday night, offers a rare glimpse into the private pain of a woman who has become a symbol of grace under pressure.

In one particularly emotional moment, Erika recounts the heartbreaking conversations she has with her children about their father’s death.

Erika Kirk rejects idea of banning cameras in trial of her husband's  alleged assassin: 'Let everyone see what true evil is'

“Mom, Where’s Dad?”

 

For Erika, the hardest part of losing Charlie isn’t the public attention or the endless questions from the media—it’s the quiet, intimate moments with her children when they ask the one question she can’t truly answer: “Mom, where’s Dad?”

In the interview, Erika shares how she explained Charlie’s death to their young daughter.

“I told her that Daddy was going on a work trip with Jesus,” she says, her voice trembling with emotion. “But she still asks, ‘Where is Daddy?’”

Erika describes how she encourages her daughter to talk to her father whenever she misses him.

“I told her, ‘If you ever want to talk to Daddy, look up to the sky and talk to him. He can hear you.’”

But even this tender reassurance doesn’t erase the pain. Erika recalls her daughter’s innocent response: “She said, ‘You think I could go sometime?’”

Choking back tears, Erika says she answered as gently as she could: “Baby, we will all go one day. We will all go one day.”

It’s a conversation no parent should ever have to have.

For Erika, it’s a daily reminder of the void Charlie’s absence has left—not just in her life, but in the lives of their children.

 

The Weight of a Mother’s Love

 

Erika’s grief is compounded by the immense responsibility she now bears.

As a mother, she must be a source of comfort and stability for her children, even as she struggles to process her own pain.

And as the head of her late husband’s organization, she must carry on the work that Charlie dedicated his life to—a mission that has only grown more urgent in the wake of his death.

“She wears two hats,” one commentator noted. “She’s running this huge operation, and she’s raising two kids.

Any time you lose a parent, it’s a challenge. But how do you explain this to a three-year-old who knows who her dad is but can’t possibly understand where he is?”

Erika’s faith has been her anchor through this storm. Those close to her describe her as a woman of deep spiritual conviction, someone who has drawn strength from her belief that Charlie is now in heaven.

“Her faith is beautiful,” one observer remarked. “So many people have come to know Christ because of Erika—or have forgiven someone because of her example.”

Erika Kirk tearfully reveals what 3-year-old daughter said after being told  'daddy is in heaven' | Watch

A Love Story Cut Short

 

Before his tragic death, Charlie Kirk was not just a prominent figure in the political world—he was a devoted husband and father.

Erika shared a touching memory of Charlie telling their daughter about how he and Erika first met.

“Right near this very table, Dad met Mama,” Charlie said in a video Erika posted on social media. “It started with a job interview.

I was asking all these questions—philosophy, religion, Jesus—and then I realized Mama was beautiful, smart, elegant, Christlike. I said, ‘Forget this job interview. I want to date you.’ That’s where your journey started.”

It’s a story that Erika now holds close to her heart, a reminder of the love that defined their life together.

But it’s also a painful reminder of what has been lost—the dreams they shared, the milestones they hoped to celebrate as a family, the life they planned to build together.

 

The Human Cost of Political Violence

 

Charlie Kirk’s assassination shocked the nation, not just because of his prominence, but because of what it represents: the growing toxicity of political discourse in America.

Erika’s story serves as a poignant reminder that behind every political figure is a family—a spouse, children, loved ones—who bear the brunt of the hatred and violence that has become all too common in today’s polarized climate.

One commentator reflected on the broader implications of Erika’s story: “We talk about the ramifications of political violence, the movements it impacts, the headlines it generates.

But we forget the human cost. Charlie was a father. He was a husband.

These kids will never see their dad again, and this mom has to have this conversation every single day.”

Erika’s strength in the face of such unimaginable loss has inspired many, but it has also sparked a broader conversation about the need for compassion and empathy in political discourse.

“I hope those who wish death on their political opponents—or make death threats—realize that deep down, people like Charlie are family people,” one commentator said.

“They have loved ones. They should be seen as such.”

Charlie Kirk's Widow Erika Says Her Daughter, 3, Still Asks if She Can  Visit Her Dad

 

Carrying the Torch

 

In the months since Charlie’s death, Erika has stepped into a leadership role within his organization, determined to carry on his mission.

It’s a role she never expected to have, but one she has embraced with courage and determination.

“She’s not just surviving—she’s thriving,” one colleague said. “She’s honoring Charlie’s legacy while building her own.”

But Erika’s primary focus remains her children. She wants them to grow up knowing who their father was—not just the public figure, but the man who loved them deeply and devoted his life to making the world a better place.

 

Finding Hope in the Darkness

 

Despite the pain, Erika remains hopeful. Her faith has given her the strength to keep going, and she believes that Charlie’s legacy will live on—not just through his work, but through their children.

“Every time she speaks, it’s powerful and emotional,” one observer noted. “She’s turning her pain into purpose, her grief into grace.”

For Erika, the journey ahead will not be easy. But she is determined to honor Charlie’s memory by raising their children with the same values he held dear: faith, love, and a commitment to making a difference.

And in those quiet moments, when her daughter looks up at the sky and talks to her daddy, Erika finds comfort in knowing that Charlie is still with them—in spirit, if not in body.

As she told her daughter, “We will all go one day.”

But until that day comes, Erika is determined to live a life that honors the man she loved—and to teach her children to do the same.

Erika Kirk’s story is a testament to the power of faith, love, and resilience in the face of unimaginable loss.

It’s a story that reminds us of the human cost of political violence—and the strength it takes to carry on in the wake of tragedy.

Her journey is far from over, but one thing is clear: Erika Kirk is not just surviving—she is shining.

And in doing so, she is keeping Charlie’s legacy alive for generations to come.